Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Sinners


Sinners

Yes Jesus loves me
Yes Jesus Loves me
Yes Jesus loves me
But do we love him back

Back like the painful stripes he took on his back
When our first thought is never defend but attack
That’s a fact in the matter without lack.

We give into temptations did, does, and do
You knew if you were in the circe that weed would eventually rotate around to you
If we take in ectasy and I can get her layin next me
Theres a very high chance that she’ll be havin sex with me
What I didn’t know was that the drug was laced
And I was one breath away from losing Gods grace in thee
But this girl was sexy as can be
Little did I know I wasn't wrapped so I unwrapped a package of H-I-V
So busy worrying about money, power, and respect
Bet you forgot today was your mom’s birthday, damn I shoulda checked
Or that guy who stole your girl in the first case
Revenge was the plan so your stormed over to his place
How bout that time you were walking past the lady who got mugged in front of 7/11
But you just looked away like it was 9/11
See watching sin is just as bad as taking part in it
You can live a good life but you still a sinner however you spin it
So now you're stuck in this tug of war with your future; what the fuck
Was thinking who needs Satan when you can self destruct.

See you say you're on the straight and narrow bible with it
But you can’t be cause you got your plans, hands, and desires in it.
I promise you the course God has for you is very real
However, you’ll never drive it when your wrestling over the steering wheel
Every time we sin and ask forgiveness God still leans over with a kiss
How do we figure we confess it with our tongue but our lifestyle is atheist.
See when it comes down to it when sinning a million times seven
An apology in you moment of desperation won’t get you into heaven.
Most of us don’t study for tests till the very last day
And you have the nerve to reach heaven the exact same way.
So many different gods
Your get me down to the right size god
That dirty magazine apple to my eye God
That Heathen music on my Ipod God
The She God the He God the all about me God
See we look out and wonder why we can’t see god
But look deep down inside you; realize you want to be God

See its time for a change
Time for old boys to grow in the mane
Stop imitatin what you see in the insane
Stop saying you’re an activist when all you do is complain.
See its time to make a change
A greater change than any black president could ever do
Its time to be the change don’t let the world change you.


Together


Together

Where he walks my flowers bloom

She’s the rain on my lawn too

He’s the abscess on my lip

She’s the splinter in my fingertip

But I still love you, who could do without you
And who can be without you

Shes the sea I’m swimming in

He’s the sun that kissed my skin

Sometimes I don’t know where we began

Somewhere between now and then

Aren’t we just a site for sore eyes

We go perfect like Moon and sky

We danced all night damn didn’t we

No music ever stopped you and me

I will love you forever
I will love you forever

I’d steal and kill for you ball and chain

Behind bars we’d still remain

Without wood we kindle our flame

Ashes to ashes, together we fade away

Obesity


Obesity

If you don’t control your eating habits, Your eating habits will control you
We tell ourselves lies to rationalize orderin a number 1 through 11
King size this and that when the real king, is sizing me up and I’m wishin there was still another size up
From king size.

My love handles hang over and kids hang from them like monkey bars
On a playground my belly is the trampoline, don’t ask me to chicken fight
On the balance beam when I’m afraid to step on the triple beam.
See these stretch marks are truths that my body is confused at what to eat and what’s useless, but I use food to satisfy my gluttonous excuses.

Please pull thru as I put my body in drive, I still sit motionless as if weighed down
Well of course with all this excess weight and baggage that it makes my mind not only my body grows weary.
I mean I’m heavy so it takes awhile to move forward backward side to side
I look at people inside not worryin about their outsides, and they can do that.
Well cuz they’re skinny.

Anyways as I pull thru 109 mph that’s meals per hour in the fast food lane
Not worryin about the traffic that’ll be flowin out later, because I’m used to waitin for it
On the toilet bowl hater, my body is a junkyard when I should
Treat it like a temple.

Now I’ve seen fat people, when I look in the mirror I pass as 3 people that are fat
Now the mirror she ain’t good to me. Never hidin the truth nothing less than ruth and when I lay down part of me still touches the roof.

Now realizing that gluttony is Satan’s way of holdin me back causin' heart attacks feel so taxin' after every step its time for some super lax, chocolate flavored preferably.

This gluttonous fool who kneels down before you lord…I think I’m on my knees haven’t felt em in years…Any who Lord I am gluttonous and I’m guilty of lovin mommas secret recipe and everyone else’s. 

Like every time I get depressed I eat till I defeat that feeling of being oppressed, and as I began to physically undress, I feel like a jack in the box of Duncan donuts. Round but never full. Gluttony’s baby as Satan spoon-feeds me lies that persuade me to give in.

Lord your revelation is that true gluttony was my dairy queen that gives me a Hardees when I looked at her Hooters. Chick-Fil-a, made my day, when on F.r.i.d.a.y.s. if the thing I worked was my adams apple bees, and finally you showed me that my body is a golden corral that should only search for church’s Chicken.



Sunday, September 1, 2013

To My Masterpiece


To My Masterpiece

Took from nothing and breathed into you life
I have big plans for you now do not turn your back on me
I see in you more than you think you show
You are to me as the Mona Lisa is to Da Vinci

I have lain before you choices that only you may make
To love or to hate
To give or to take
To build or destroy
To live or to die
You are to me as the Sistine Chapel is to Michelangelo

You are capable of more than this world has led you to believe
Dream dreams that take you further than this world
Pursue goals that others say are impossible
Shine bright in the lands of darkness
Aspire after ambitions that others say are foolish
You are to me as the screw is to Archimedes

You have all the tools I have placed so rightfully in you
You are brave you are bold
None have the strength and potential that you do
Few are so glorious and fewer more beautiful
You are intelligent and wise
I give you resiliency and a calling
You are to me as a Starry Night is to Van Gogh

You are my greatest creation to me you are so precious
I cry when you weep
I laugh when you cackle
I smile when you grin
You are a mirror image of what I want from this world
You are to me as the 5th symphony is to Beethoven

Turn to me in times of distress and of jubilation
Nothing can satisfy you more than your heavenly father
The ways of this world are twisted and wrong
I am the truth and the light
You are to me as Mickey is to Walt Disney

I do not know how to abandon
When you sanctuary my arms are open
When you fall no matter how far my hand will be extended
When the falls too hard Consider me and umbrella
When you have oceans to cross I am your ship
When your lost in the dark I will light your path
You are to me as son is to father



Almost


ALMOST

Two words that plague our Earth never to show worth just enable Satan’s girth to grow. Never have two words more relined the fate and destiny of mankind.

ALL MOST

See as far as the world’s concerned you could ALMOST get away with murder if you have money for miles.

See you can almost know people and almost sleep around then stop by the clinic to almost have a child.

Now here’s some truth, Satan only tells us lies, when they’re almost the truth. His words almost more slippery than and almost wet icy road.

Ya we’ve abandoned truth, put too much hope in the youth, because yesterday’s youth teaches today’s lies so when will tomorrow ever learn truth.

You see I’m almost saved but not quite fully, I look right but I live wrong.
Can’t stand the conviction in Romans, so wrap my self to be comforted in psalms.

Loved to almost lift my hands in the air, loved to almost sing loud enough hymns like I surrender ALL MOST.

Not truly righteous but right ish… With our world full of Ishmael when he built it for Isaacs.

See when we breathe in the Lord’s holy air to finally be judged will he kiss us and say well done… or curse us out yelling medium rare.

Music


Music

See I was sittin in my room comtemplatin how to further my self from Hell and find salvation when I came to the realization I was listenin to Satan’s playlist.

Murda inc music cappin cats for the capital offense, for those who have no right to offend and defender. Reppin mo murder when lookin down the barrel holdin a mic thinking they preachin right.

Music

When they get to the awards using lyrics like girls lick me like a lollipop and how low can you go and Baby grind with me, yet they have the audacity to scream in the mic I ain’t nothing without God.

Music

Listenin to the Doctors of these realities they can always diagnose but you never hear them tryin for a remedy. No “young brother don’t follow me follow the one that calms the seas”, No “hey young brother this is how it is but not how it’s supposed to be.”

No raps about being a Roman boy not conforming to this world’s philosophies, or stayin away from suicidal tendencies that God hates. See the candy to our eye the lust for her thighs, Are blindin whats ones only truth inside….Soul

Man if these cats see so much evil and feel all its tendencies could it be that we’re listenin to a devil flow?

Music

We live in a generation where saints fear consecration. Where evil is good and good is called evil. Twisted we have become that if the life of Christ ignites a life on fire we accuse them by saying your movin too fast.

Shame on Music







Loopholes of Murder


Loopholes of Murder
             According to the United States Census Bureau 15, 241 murders have taken place throughout the U.S. in 2009. The truly depressing notion is that this is just a statistic for the amount of murders where the victims were found. Worldwide there were 490,000 murders recorded in 2008 as claimed by the Geneva Declaration on Armed Violence and Development. Take into account the number of people that have been affected directly by these statistics, and there you would begin to see how many definitions of murder there truly are.  For example, human fingerprints are taken because they differ in every person, thusly it can be used to define us. This being said how could you classify the felony of murder with just three degrees, when the people who commit it are as different as fingerprints. These days in every case a new definition must be applied in order to fully serve as a guideline for what is to be considered the most taboo crime of all.  The definition of murder is not so black and white, It’s etymology suggests that the word has traveled a long way through time, and the present statistics concur that it’s definition will continue to evolve.  Murder is the taking of another human beings life by people over the age of 16, regardless of psychological state, unless committed by means of protection of oneself or another.
            One of the most controversial topics within murder is that of abortion. Can that action truly be considered murder? Yes, women have rights over their own bodies, but do they have rights over another’s.  Those in favor of Pro-life may argue that each cell is life, thus an embryo is a human being, and to end its existence would be murder. While Pro- Choice may argue that since the embryo cannot dream, aspire, choose, love, or communicate, the embryo therefore has no human characteristics and killing it would be permissible. This being said take into consideration how abortion plays a role in future
            Take George Tiller, a lifelong women's rights champion and late-term abortion provider, was murdered on May 31, 2009.  At church of all places, the only location to which he ever went without a bulletproof vest. He was shot in the back of the head at point-blank range while serving as an usher at the beginning of the Sunday service. Tiller specialized in late-term abortion care for women and was one of only three physicians in the country who provided abortion services for women who were beyond twenty-six weeks pregnant. Tiller saw clients from all over the world, and the walls of his Wichita, Kansas, and clinic were filled with notes from patients thanking him for the service he provided them. Tiller provided services for women from all walks of life: young and old, rich and poor, rape and incest survivors, women with fetal anomalies. When a nine-year-old girl who became pregnant when her father raped her was denied service by all the doctors in her southern hometown, Tiller not only provided her a late-term abortion, but he did it for free. As a physician, Tiller empathized with his patients' experiences and respected the need for women to have access to doctors who can provide that service safely. In Tiller's own words, "abortion is a matter of survival for women."
            Over and over we find loopholes to the definition of murder as to why it is so troublesome to place one solid meaning to the word. Take the story of a Holley and his wife fighting. The man, a chronic alcoholic, killed his girl friend with an axe. The man stated that his girl friend mocked, “You don’t have the guts.” After this statement Holley killed his girlfriend. While in court Holley protested that his chronic alcoholism was in fact a disease, which skews his ability for self-control. The Court of Appeals of New Jersey substituted a verdict of murder for manslaughter. The jury came to the consensus that alcoholism was indeed a viable factor to effect self-control. However, the problem now arises as to how you describe a probable cause for murder. Holley states that alcoholism is one, where another case states that fear, anger, grief, or terror may result in murder as well. For example, say A woman is repeatedly abused by her Husband. For the sake of her safety and out of shear terror she murders her husband in his sleep. The problem at hand now is that the definition of manslaughter does not have various degrees within the limitations of provocation, as does the term murder.  The Judicial system must come to terms upon a solid foundation as to what personal problems justify a loss of self-control.
            Moreover, Twenty-one people died after being given the vaccine The medical staff from the northern town of Grudziadz are being investigated over medical trials on as many as 350 homeless and poor people last year. Prosecutors say it involved an untried vaccine to the highly contagious virus. Authorities claim that the alleged victims received £1-2 (type of flu vaccine) to be tested with what they thought was a conventional flu vaccine but, according to investigators, was actually an anti bird-flu drug. Here we have a case of medical malpractice, yet the only viable jurisdictions with the definition that can prosecute these people are located in the Criminal Code of Canada. Which states, “A person, for an unlawful object, does anything that he knows or ought to know is likely to cause death, and thereby causes death to a human being, notwithstanding that he desires to effect his object without causing death or bodily harm to any human being.”  Since we do not have a sufficient definition for murder the courts could not hold these people to conviction, and were only released from their jobs. An unyielding definition would have held these doctors accountable for their dishonesty, yet they continue to walk free.
            On a very opinionated note we have the circumstance where countries must in turn go to war with one another. This being said humanity doesn’t just fight each other with propaganda. The taking of lives comes hand in hand with war. Now are those soldiers we send out on the battlefield murderers. They are trained to kill and do just that. Arguments have stemmed from many cases involving prisoners of war (POWs) and accidental civilian deaths. Soldiers are not policemen or judges. They cannot discriminate among enemies, especially during battle and for a while after it. Good soldiers kill well. The U.S. demoralizes its army by such show trials to convict them of murder. Once there is a line that soldiers ostensibly should not cross, it thickens. For example, if a soldier kills the enemy tank driver who is not the one firing upon him, is that murder? When a child soldier is ordered to kill parents in another village a murderer, when they are threatened with the death of their family? When POWs are killed when demands for their release are not met, is that murder? The problem in wartime arises in the method of killing. Whether that soldier is a murderer depends on the intentions of that person. In war soldiers kill, and get charged for murder, when their intentions are protection, and self-preservation. All of which are natural things that the government has paid them to do. How can they place guns in the hands of young men, send them to fight overseas, kill the “enemy”, and still prosecute them for being murderers.
            Where do we look for an exact definition of murder? The answer is simple we look to the places where murder and assassination was very common. We look to the past. Robert Garland asks what murder meant to the apparently bloodthirsty Greeks and Romans. What was considered murder in the ancient world? How was it defined by what may be known as the greatest civilization of all time.  Do we even have any evidence that says that murder was problem enough to be defined then? Our evidence from the Greek world is random and largely restricted to Athens. It comes mainly from the orators, whose services as speech-writers were engaged by plaintiffs and defendants who happened to be wealthy enough to pay them. Very rarely, however, do we know the verdict. Our evidence from the Roman world is mainly limited to a handful of high-profile murders of politically prominent individuals. Murder apart, we know next-to-nothing about the general level of violence in ancient society, which makes it virtually impossible to identify continuity or change. And yet such evidence as we have sheds light on a subject of perennial fascination for our understanding of the tensions and conflicts latent in human society. (Garland 4) If a slave murdered his master the entire household was executed. On one occasion in the first century AD no fewer titan 400 slaves suffered this fate. Although the prospect of indiscriminate slaughter on such a scale provoked a riot among the citizens of Rome, the Emperor Claudius intervened to ensure that the executions went ahead peacefully. In Athens, by contrast, the evidence suggests that slave owners, though free to inflict bodily injury, could not put their slaves to death. In both Athens and Rome it was the victim's next-of-kin who was required to bring a murderer to justice. If, therefore, the killer was unknown to the victim, there was a good chance that the crime would go unpunished. In the absence of any police force, a large number of murders must also have been undetected.  According to Robert Garland, the only recorded autopsy for forensic purposes was performed on Julius Caesar's corpse by a physician named Antistius, who pronounced that the victim had been knifed twenty-three times. Many homicides were settled privately, either by the payment of blood money or by vendetta, a practice that might evolve into an endless series of revenge-killings. What we do not know is which method was more prevalent, nor how the ratio between the two might have varied over time. The distinction between justifiable and unjustifiable homicide was not identical to our own. Athenian law permitted the killing of an assailant who struck first; a burglar who broke into one's home at night; and of an adulterer found in the wrong. An interesting instance involves a certain Euphiletus, who killed his wife's lover after discovering the pair in bed together. Instead of killing him instantly, however, he first rounded up his neighbors as witnesses and then slew him, in their presence. Tantalizingly the verdict is not recorded, so we do not know whether Euphiletus was acquitted for having acted in flagrante condemned for having acted in cool calculation (Joyce 6). If convicted, however, he would have faced the death penalty since the homicide was intended. Athenian law did not for the most part identify manslaughter, which is defined in British law as criminal homicide without malice aforethought, as distinct from other types of murder, nor did it acknowledge the culpability either of an 'accessory after the fact' or of one who 'conspired to commit murder'. In conclusion, murder is what anthropologists call a cultural construct, one whose impulse is traceable in part to the dynamics of the family, whose definition is dependent upon legal, political and religious imperatives, whose justification may be sought in an individual or collective devaluation of human identity, and whose explanation still largely eludes us.
            An abused wife murders her husband. A raped, pregnant pre-teen saunters into a doctor’s office in need of the fatal operation. A teenage drunk driver runs a stop sign colliding with the broad side of a wife and kids who inevitably die. A scientist hands out what he believes is a cure for cancer, but instead the drug hastens the disease and the death. What is counted, as murder all through history has been a debatable topic. Evidence of this is the fact that we have trials, the truth that its definition has changed well over 12 times in just U.S. history alone. From “thou shall not kill” listed in the second book of the Hebrew bible to "Murder is the unlawful killing of a human being with malice aforethought" as stated in the U.S. Codes. Both of which relish the thought that murder can be defined. These scenarios opt otherwise, be it that many things are taken into consideration such as mental state, circumstance, reason, location, and the one victimized. The first murder recorded is believed to date back to Cain and Abel, which led to such a simple definition. Yet as human transgressions grow more complex so must the definition of murder.






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